Sunday, October 31, 2010

T_T

terkedu..tatkala ak tgk,kawan2 ak yg semalam bru lepak same2,sharing same2,lepak kaleel same2..tibe2 tgk diorg terlentang kt hosp,ngan kaki tgn berbalut2,meraung2,menangis2 sakit..dlam hati ak,dh terketar2 nk nanges,tp xkn la nk nanges depan2 org ramai nie...
xpernah ak experience cmnie
bese klu xcident pown,kawan ak sorg dua jek,ni..amek skali lapan org..

aness~weh,xleh pesta2 dh kn,(wat smentara nie la)..
punye xnk extend,kene extend gak,xpe ak teman ko..

shuib~weh,ko nk pnjam moto ak,amek ler,tp jgn la smpai ko xkenal ak,
sedeyh siot,smpai ati ko,huhu..nie la kawan ko yg teman ko mkn,n thanx sebab slalu ade time ak ssah, klu bleh xnk xd korg lame2,cepat sembuh..

yan~hurmm,yan,serius,ak tgk ko semalam,plg speechless,ak xtaw ak nk ckap ngan ko,
klu ak ckap sure ak bergenangnye,beb ak slesa giler ngan ko,lepak2 ngan ko,
ko slalu positif,pown ak xnk ko xd lame2,chayok2x..

jia~hurmmm,jia....sori,ak xdpt jage ko lek lok,sori meonn,xmo down2 jia,ko bleh nyee,
bru semalam ber mama papa,angah kn,
angah xmo nanges2 k,along ade je nie..ngeee~
papa busy nnt die dtg jenguk..jap nk tgk mama..

ekin~mama mude ak,haha..ekin2x,sian elma makan sorg2 pasni,kemana pown die sorg
ko pown,cepat sembuh,rndu suare ko,panggil "xajak kakak ker??"
ko kuat beb,serius...takat sakit sikit cmtu,kejap jer..

jay~jay,wa syg sama lu beb,lu betolkn ak,time ak xbetol,lu relaks,
lu org plg baek penah ak jmpe,lepak ngan lu pown,wa plg suke,
cepat2 baek...

dhann & atai~sembah ratu uolsss...hoho..atai dhann,bile nk pesta??cepat2 sembuh,
kerja dpt gaji byk2,blanje wa...hoho..

last but not least,pleasse pray for them..really miss them fucking so much...hope miracle will happen..

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

:: Hilang ::

Mungkin aku je ker,or semua pown rase..
mungkin dh masenye ak kene hilang dri semua2 nie,
see that korg leh berdiri sndiri,(mmg dri awal lagi)..
mungkin ak xdiperlukan lagi kowt..^_^

its oke beb,ak paham...
lumrah manusia,mcm tu lah..
mungkin satu masa nnt,korg xkn kenal ak lagi,
mungkin nnt,nmpak ak berjalan seorang,jgn ditegur ati ini,
ak SENTAP??ak KEKWAT??..gi mampos ak,
yg penting ak tawu ak sape...
n ak senang begini...

^_^

malam nie mcm rajin nk update lak..
xtaw nk watpe dh ngan intenet nie..merata dh ak pegi..
jam dh tepat kol 12.20 malam or pagi kowt..
mate ak dh kuyu,tp xleh tido...
facebook bosan...nk kuar,tp malas..
tgk buku..dh tutup balik dah..
besenye,waktu2 cmnie,ak dh dalam mimpi dh,
hahaha..
lalalalala~
pada tahap..mengantuk+penat+lapar..ak akn jd mantul+bioll..
so b4 smpai tahap tu,baek ak tido...

:: Bosan ::

Stenderd ler,dekat2 exam nie msti bosan..
mane taknye, exam ade lah bende yg paling bosan penah terjadi dalam hidup ak..
hahahaha...sume orang kunun busy study...
so,byk mase sorg2...bukak buku kejap,(ade ler dlam 10 minit) pastu bukak laptop,
tgk muvie,last2 sehari sebelum test bru nk pulun, itu lah lumrah kehidupan di university...
ak rase norm2x nie,maybe sebab,dh jadi habit kowt..so terikut2lah smpai skarang..
so cmne nk kuar dari rutin2 study last2 minit nie??
hurmm...

1st,berazam..
2nd,kene tekad..
3rd,last but not least,kene sedor diri..hehe

by the way,selamat menduduki peperiksaan kawan2 sekalian...
pada yang bekerja..doa2kanlah kami selamat menjawab exam..
n pada yg tersayang,doa2 kn lah sye di sini...


Monday, October 25, 2010

:: Penakut ::

Lame ak xupdate blog nie..

Aku nie seorang yang penakut..
ak xsuke tempat tinggi2,sebab ak nie gayat,
klu diri kt tempat tinggi,pastu tgk bawah,rase geli2 je kaki,rase nk terjun,
tp pelik,ak suke naek gunung tinggi2(make sure gunung tu,trek die xcuram ler)

ak xsuke laut,sungai(yg dalam)..ade sejarah ak takot,
1st,ak xreti berenang, bukan xnk belajar,tp hakikatnye,mmg takot,cepat panik,
so prevent is better than cure,tp pelik,ak suke kayak,suke raft,kt laut,sungai,
(wajib pakai life jacket ok)...sebab,ak penah lemas kt sungai,n penah juga kene tarik ombak kt laut..haishh..

ak xsuke jarum...(sebab die tajam)..n ak takot rase sakit bile jarum tu tcucuk kt bdn,
so that la,ak takot nk donate darah..hoho..

tu je la kowt..hohoho...

Monday, October 11, 2010


bila semua kini aku sendiri,
mereka xpernah faham,n xkn,
mereka bisa berkata apa,
tapi xkan pernah tahu mengapa,
biarla,mungkin mereka xperlu tahu,
biar ak pendam,ak dakap sedalam2nya,
biar ak hilang,hilang dari semua,
mungkin itu perlu,sabar,xlame je lagi..
honestly,ak dh mule fed up ngan perangai orang,
yang judge orang gune pendapat diorg sendiri,
^_^
tanpa ada usul periksa,its oke,
like i wrote just now,
mulut orang kn,
xpe,yang penting,ak taw sape aku,
and ak xpenah kacau idop orang,ak wat hal aku,
hope korg dh xkaco dh hal2 tepi kain aku ek,

korang nk kutuk2 belakang aku,ajak la ramai2,kutuk la ramai2,
xpe,bile ak ade kt depan korang,bukan nk tnye terus,
xreti lak nk kutuk2 aku,
sebab ape??takott??
umur baper ha korg??
masing2 dh tua,perangai cam budak2...
grow up ler kawan2x..

Saturday, October 9, 2010

:: GoodBye ::

Huwaaaa..xsuke ending camnie,ish3x...
bagila yang hepi2 skit,hope this is not the end,
he deserve a better life,compare that what had he done for the society,
ini x,hurmm,xpe la nk jdkn cerita kn..huhu..

farewell,sayonara,ilalliqa',
huhu..ending yang sedih..
nie citer pasal Bleach la,
Ichigo hilang sume power,even existance Rukia pown die xleh detect..
sedih..
but Ichigo still seem strong,walau dh xd power pape..
its just not fair..

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Its Looking Good

Hurmm..=))
as i say,all will be fine la,
hearing that u be happy,
seems good for me,
just xnk sedeyh2,kumbang bukan sekuntum,
ur fren will be there whenever u need them..


Monday, October 4, 2010

Smiley

Huhu...
wish u'll be hepy,with the path that u choose,
don't u ever dare to stop ur smile,
spread it among others,
u'll be happy,as well as them,
hoho...
puitis ker??
x ler....
huwaaa,pencil case ak ilang,wut the F...
bru dpt ilham nk melukis,now sume dh hancuss,
so nk kene beli,pensil baru,lupe lak,4B xsilap ak,
outliner lagi,haiyaaa..shitt
colour pencil ade la,tp nnt xnmpak live,nk shading2 bagai..
hoho...
teringat sketch book kakak,waa ruginye xcuri,
hurmm...
suke lukis potret,lukis lanskap,lukis view,skarang bru blaja nk
cari angle utk melukis,huhu...
haiyaaa,potong betol...



K.A.W.A.N

wut a fren for..

last nite,we had a prank,the mangsa is,Syai..haha..instead of die mangsa,
but all my KawAn,kenekn ak balik,wut the heck,penat2 wear a shoes,
hikmahnye, i can run fast,haha..last skali tkene gak ak,
kiri kanan my pipi kene,air sampah lak tu,
caittt,neway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA to SYAHIR ADNAN,
korg mmg best,syg korg la weh,
ak jnj ak xponteng class dh,hahaha
n to AINUDIN TAIB,IKRAM,CIPON,n etc..jgn igt korg leh lepas,
abes Sala ak,caitt..selamat xd telur..

haha..alamak 2 november xlepas lagi,haiya...
time tu final kowt,
huhu...kenekn org mmg best,klu ak xkena bru taw..

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thins are not settled....yet,


Kami Hanya Kawan..

yup,itulah ungkapan yang sebenar,mungkin kami rapat,
tp rapat kami,xlebih dari kawan,
mungkin belum masanya lagi,
mungkin kami nmpak mcm hepi,
yup mmg hepi pown,tp just a fren ler..
let me noe her first,
kesilapan lalu xkn berulang...

hidup nie mcm roda kn,
betol la org kate,wut goes around,comes around,btol ker??
huhu..
actually,i don't think so,
itu semua dh tertulis sejak azali,kite xkn tawu ape yg kite wat akn kene kt kite balik,
but in the other way,kite akan belajar,b4 kite alaminya sndri,
yup...

Insyallah, all will be just fine,
yup,tanah tu pown masih merah lagi,
xkan laa.....huhu
so let it be gone dlu la,

Arini,ak wat satu langkah berani,mengenalkn die kt KRU,
wut i think i should'nt do,
but i want her to make a life,
to feel the joy in KRU,
becoz,wut i noe about her,
is,sumone whose,bleh kate mcm nerd,
rajin giler,duk bilik je bace buku,
but she always smile,
hahaha..angau dh aku...ngeee~
nope,not yet,we're just a fren...titik

Sunday, October 3, 2010

LATELY NIE MEMANG SUKE SANGAT UPDATE BLOG

lets talk about my dream lah..hurmm
impian dalam hidup,
-papepown mstila success n dpt kerja yang ak nak(economist,side bizness)
-bercita-cita mahu memiliki superbike (CBR Fire Blade pown oke)
-Own a car, dh duet byk abes kt superbike,myvi pown oke
-Beli rumah sndri,with my own money,prefer rumah kg moden,ade laman sndri,leh deco laman skit.
-nk melengkapkn gears outdoor,outfit or wut so ever
-dapat bg duet kt mak ayah,monthly(500 better kowt)
-nk beli marker,skali scope sniper
-n last but not least...dpt meneruskn my obsession,OUTDOORS



Nothing to explain...
its quite hard to forget sumone that u love..most..

Saturday, October 2, 2010

This Is What Their Call Sketch

I love drawing, sketching,any potrait,landskap,
n wuts so ever,
becoz,i'm not the kind that seek for sumone to share about my feeling,
i'm use my drawing to express all my feeling,sumtimes it full of hatred,
sumtimes its full of cheerish,

it is my obsession..~